3 Months Later

It's been quite awhile since my last post here, but things are going well! It's officially 3 months after my surgery, and it's 12:15 p.m. right now. I believe I went into surgery on December 4, 2009 at 12:29 p.m., so it's ALMOST dead on!

Since then, a lot has changed in my life. Not only can I eat, but I can eat pretty much anything! I was extremely sore for quite awhile afterwards and was put on a diet of no meat or bread until after Christmas, but keeping food down was amazing, and still is.

I believe I posted this in a blog somewhere before, but I remember taking my first sip of water and crying because I felt it go down my throat, and didn't come back up. It was so cold, and felt so good; I barely remembered what that felt like.

Again, I had a Heller Myotomy, and Dr. Freeman moved my stomach up higher, as well, so I wouldn't get acid reflux as bad anymore.

Now, I'm back to eating normal again! I still can't have a lot of bread or meat (burgers are hard) or I get sick, and I've learned that I seem to get sick off of rice and fettucini noodles, so I just avoid those at all costs. I still get sick around once a week, but I'd rather that than after everything I put into my mouth. I've put on about 20 pounds the past three months which I'm NOT happy about, but it was weird getting used to eating again, so I'm starting a diet, wahoo :-\ Also, I'm on Nexium for probably, ohhh the rest of my life haha, and take that everyday, and don't have NEARLY as much acid reflux as I used to. It still flares up on me every now and then, but again, it's not everyday, and doesn't wake me up in the middle of the night anymore.

Everyone says I look a lot better, a lot healthier, and they're glad to see color back in my face. I had no idea that was even the case, until people started pointing it out to me.

I was starting to get sick again recently, and stress doesn't help my situation out, so I've had to cut back and drop out of certain activities that mean the world to me, but it's all for the better. I need my health to be at 100% and hopefully it will be very soon with my new "less-stressful" lifestyle.

These past 18 months or so have taught me a lot about myself, my character, my perseverance, and even more. I know who's really there for me, and who's not. I know what's important in my life and what's not, and I know what matters more. I try not to take anything for granted, and definitely don't judge people as much. If anything, I'd say that take out of these posts you read from me. You have no clue what people are feeling like at any given time...Yeah, I had a smile on my face for the last year, but inside I was dying! I'm so incredibly blessed to have had this surgery, and to have had the support system that I still have today from all of my friends and family. Thank you all so much!

I'll keep updating this, not as often, but enough, especially if anything else happens.

Thanks for reading - hope you all have great weekends :)